Fill In The Blank Friday (on Saturday)

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1.  I am proud of   the steps I've taken and the ones I will take to continue on this adventure   .

2.   This weekend I will   be working at my day job, more planning and organizing on my dream job, baking cookies, going to a work back to school party, and nesting away    .

3.  A secret dream I have is    to  finish writing my children's book and get published, and turn it into a fantastic series  .

4. I can't handle    rude people and bad drivers .

5. The most annoying thing in the entire world is    people who come into places and talk super loud on their cell phones. Sorry but it's rude .

6. The most relaxing thing in the entire world is    taking a bubble bath, while drinking a glass of wine, and listening to music .

7.  I think everyone should    live their lives and let others do the same. I'm tired of seeing others judging each other for their life choices and spreading hate. People should be concerned more with their own lives and the imprint they are leaving. Make a difference and grow as a person, instead of tormenting others. (end rant)    .

Quit Your Day Job?

Today starts the first day of my stay-cation. I actually took off to go to Colorado with my husband and his band, but I decided a 10 hour drive in a van may not be the best idea for pregnant me. So it's me, the pups, and the baby bump. 

As I was cleaning out and organizing all the pictures on my computer, I came across this picture of me before I moved here and worked at a pottery studio. (I'm pretty sure my mom sister took this picture.) This picture got me thinking about jobs. I loved my job at the pottery studio and on my day off on Monday's I taught private art lessons. I never dreaded going to work, and even though I didn't make very much money I felt accomplished and happy. 

Clint and I have been talking lots about what were are going to do once the baby arrives. He really doesn't want me to work, and I want to stay home and be the best mom I can be. But then we have bills to think about, and I'd like to keep contributing so my husband doesn't feel burdened. 

I've been thinking of things I can do from home, and working on projects that make me happy. I'm hoping this will lead to a more permanent stay at home career doing something I love.  I also hope to one day, open up an art studio here in town and teach to those who have a passion for art. 

But for now, I'm working on writing my children's book, and working on lots of art related projects to eventually fill my etsy store with.

How did you transition to stay at home mom? Or did you return to work? Have you quit your day job to do your dream job?

I frequently read the quit your day job posts on the etsy blog. Anyone else do that?

Well time to get dressed and go watch the Katy Perry movie by myself....I hope I get the cool 3D glasses!

Interpretations and Life

Sometimes visuals are needed to interpret my mood...

Today I feel like hiding at home with my puppies...or shooting people in the face with a water gun when they say stupid stuff...you know like when cats are bad...but maybe shoot something sticky haha

ps don't forget to enter my rad giveaway of awesomeness...here

That's What She Said Sunday

I've been stuck in a rut recently. And instead of doing something about it, I've just been mopey. Yesterday I was talking with a friend and giving her advice about life troubles, and it was a situation where I should be taking my own advice. So this week, get off your bum and do something that you enjoy and makes you happy. You have to be the change and start today. I know I am.....

Soul Eater

I feel like escaping life and hiding out somewhere inspiring for a while. No stress, no worries...just for a little while....

That's What She Said Sunday

I'm feeling a bit under the weather, but it's nice to have a day off...

What's On My Mind Wednesday

getting things done.

its super early.

starbucks.

black holes.

time.

space.

dog snores.

where to start.

spring cleaning.

sxsw.

people.

sketches.

names.

the future.

envy.

luck.

shopping.

i have the song smarter by eisley stuck in my head and on repeat.

beastly.

mushrooms.

power rangers.

being my own boss.

happiness.

this is why I don't get up early...I think deep thoughts

Emo-ing Out

February has come and gone.

I'm pretty sure I was a zombie during that month.

Sometimes things don't go the way you planned.

Reminding you that having expectations sometimes set you up for major disappointment.

Sometimes life is suffocating.

Sometimes you just miss the little things, like getting to wear your favorite ripped jeans.

I realized that worrying and stressing over things I can't control won't change anything.

I got tired of not being able to express myself. Being so stifled was wearing me out.

I realized I have more respect for myself and others than most of the people I recently encountered.

I realized that corporate america is a bitch, and they don't care as long as they make money.

So I got frustrated and angry, then decided to move on.

Even through the uncertainty of what comes next, I know I will be happier knowing I did what was best for me.

I drowned my sorrows in Oreos. Tomorrow is a new day, and I plan to enjoy it!

So I plan to do the usual life is in chaos routine: get a coffee, grab a cupcake, dye my hair, buy something cute, watch some anime, get a pedicure, hang with friends, listen to my angry music, clean out my closet, and get on with a life that is fulfilling for me and not the rest of the world.

Like Fireworks

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Sounds like a good idea to me!

I've been pretty mopey, so I wanted to post some pretty things. I wasted today, but the night is young.

today was about:

thrifted sweaters

grocery shopping

taco bell

mountain dew

mini pizzas

black butler

tamagotchi

puppy love

doing dishes

mumford and sons

How do you motivate yourself? I could use some suggestions....

Through The Cracks In The Sky

You know when one thing goes wrong, it seems like a million other things follow that trend. That's the pattern my life seems to be following at the moment. So I'm trying to be optimistic, which is hard....I'm kinda sad today because someone told me something mean that was said about me, and I don't think they realized how mean it was. I'm one of those people who doesn't care what people think of me, and usually just let it go...this was just super hurtful and unexpected....so I'm listening to my angry music and I'm planning a crazy outfit for the day, that usually makes me feel better. I might need a cupcake...

Some days I feel like I am going nuts, so this shirt would be appropriate.

Some days I feel like I am running out of time to get things done, and my clock is counting down....

Usually when I am feeling down and out, I do unexpected things with my hair or go shopping.

I can't wait for my hair to be blonde again so I can make it pink! I love this painting by The Black Apple.

What do you do when you are feeling down?

Taco Tuesday: Adventures

Today I woke up refreshed and happier than I've been in a long time! I am ready to start a new chapter in my life. It's going to be a grand adventure!

I love these little japanese lucky cats. This is made even cuter by Hello Kitty!

Tomorrow I desperately need to do some grocery shopping!

Right now I've pretty much got nutella to eat, no joke!

I am working on a Sailor Moon tshirt.

How was your taco tuesday? Mine was awesome! I had coffee with T, applied for some jobs, and did lots of laundry. Now I am waiting for Stargate Universe to come on. PS how do you clean a ceiling fan?

Today I...did something life changing

Today I quit my job, and decided to actually do what I want with my life, career wise. I've been working at jobs just for the paycheck, not because I enjoy it. I thought this new job would be awesome...awesome pay, better hours, the list goes on...but it was all a lie. All the money in the world isn't worth the stress and negative environment I was in.

So I am looking into finishing up my school stuff, getting a teaching job, possibly subbing, and working somewhere part time. Getting back to me and away from the feeling that I need to be making more money.

Another thing I plan to get back in to is my art and crafty stuff. I haven't done an art show in a couple years now b/c of my job. I gave it up b/c there was never enough time. I used to have an etsy store and shut that down. So perhaps soon, I will re-open or do an art show. Now I have all the time I need to focus on the things in life that make me happy.

I know it will be difficult, and some lifestyle changes will need to be made (can we say bye bye Starbucks?!) but things have a way of working out in the end and I believe that. I have to trust that I set myself on the right path. So I am letting go of all the stress and anger, and I'm ready to start living for myself and enjoy the journey.

What are you doing with your life?

14/30: Something You Like About Yourself

I like that I am not afraid to take risks and try new things. I am not worried about what people are going to think about me because I'm wearing something 'weird' or dying my hair some funky color. I like to live in the now and go with the flow. I am having fun and enjoying life. You should too.

Now I See That You're Moving Back To Where There's Sun

Today there were:

Extra shots of espresso in my coffee.

Talks of lava lamp aliens.

Looking through Buddy Holly's glasses.

Trains to the bathroom.

Acoustic 90's music.

Beer.

Walking.

Family & Friends.

Mariachi.

Thrift Store Cowboys.

What did you do today?

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